Monday, March 09, 2009

man. my office is really really messy. newspapers lying around. promotion forms lying around. despite the fact i just passed by a whole bunkload of people eating macs. i m so not loving it. i m so sorry shi xian. lol. i ll clear up tmr. promise. and i promise to pass on this office to my understudy in its best condition possible come november or december.

anyway. i just came back from the gym. i m feeling really really good. haha. highness and awesomeness. i could display my limited dancing abilities to a lady gaga song right now just to show my hype and pleasure having burned off what must have been one of the crappiest dinners ever. soccer tmr morning. really really looking forward. i think my burst of pace is slowly coming back. i hope soon i can put that knee injury behind me. went thru todays gym session without the pain too. cheers!

ok. i m seriously done reading that blog baby intro-ed. while i find some perspectives interesting and refreshing in this conservative Singaporean society, i find the rest to be largely excuses, escapism of a soul slowly findings its way back onto the road. and the content is working the wrong instruments. vivid explicit imagery the words induce. tainted-ness the aftermath of induced action coupled with bad choices.

anyway. its sad how one thing always leads to another, how holes get dug deeper, the darker in we wander, where we lose sight of the light as the start of the tunnel, and we stumble on, getting accustomed to darkness, at points even embracing the darkness. losing all hope, all faith, remove the warmth, we get icy numbness. remove love, and we dig for it in all the wrong places. maybe deep down, when the fun, the thrill fades away, we start to believe, we will once again see the end of this tunnel and the light that shines thru, at its very end.

blog archives. we read and we ask of ourselves. wad have we become. yes we have grown. but wad have we grown into.

this generation has lost in innocence.

wad remains, is if we can ever get out of the darkness. wad remains, is if we will ever find virtue.

for virtue,
is innocence tested.

|cowpoo| 10:28 PM|

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